Wooh! I'm back after a helluva long absence. This blog is really starting to collect dust. Needles to say I won't be tending to it as much as I used to. I don't find many things post-worthy these days. Maybe things will get more exciting, considering the fact my school just finished it's exams.
A lot of things have been going on in my life lately. School's becoming a drag but the friends are still forever fresh. Appreciation Day for our school is in less than a month's time. Our class is doing a dance number, most of us are pretty motivated, others not so much. Least I have something to look forward to. Before the exams, life seemed pretty hopeless. Didn't even know why I got out of bed anymore.
For now my days are just going on with old video games and connecting with friends. The American show "Family Guy" has made me addicted as well. Looking forward to a lot of things this year end. Hopefully it will be more promising than what I want it to be.
Au Revoir all..
I'll Miss Calling You Stupid...
Sad to say, but today's post is gonna be another morbid one.... this goes out to my 7 year old dog, Dimple. I guess I underestimated the fact you had a high fever for 2 days, but now the truth is hard to believe. How you got your kidneys to deteriorate until 80% I will never know, but what matters most is at least we have one more night on this earth together. We've been through thick and thin, and you've been the only one I consider family that I can talk to at home. I can only pray and hope you might get better, but I guess sometimes......God has to say no.....
I don't know how I can gather my guts to put you to sleep friend......but I'd rather do that than to see you suffer any longer. From the first day we got you, until the very end of time, you'll always be the first stupid dog that I've ever known and loved.
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For may The Lord be your shepherd, you shall not be in want.
He will lie you down in green pastures, he will lead you beside quiet waters, he will restore your soul.
He will guide you in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Even though you now walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
You will fear no evil, for He is with you; His rod and His staff, they will comfort you.
Surely goodness and love will follow you all the days of your life,
and you shall dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
The 23rd Psalm
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I don't know how I can gather my guts to put you to sleep friend......but I'd rather do that than to see you suffer any longer. From the first day we got you, until the very end of time, you'll always be the first stupid dog that I've ever known and loved.
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For may The Lord be your shepherd, you shall not be in want.
He will lie you down in green pastures, he will lead you beside quiet waters, he will restore your soul.
He will guide you in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Even though you now walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
You will fear no evil, for He is with you; His rod and His staff, they will comfort you.
Surely goodness and love will follow you all the days of your life,
and you shall dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
The 23rd Psalm
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UNETHICAL HORSESHIT!
Yo ya'll, it's been a long time since I blogged, or even seen a blog. Yea, things have been hectic, really hectic. So now I return to this blog to speak my mind once again and this time it concerns one of the things that really pisses me off.....PARENTS.
Seriously what in the name of God's sake is wrong with you people nowadays? The people we rely on? Care about? The people dear to us? BULLSHIT!!! ALL OF IT!!! You betray our very dreams and give us a dying, false sense of hope. You underestimate us under-18-ers and believe you people are always in the right? SHIT TO ALL OF YOU! I mean there's definitely good parents out there, so far I count.....5 pairs of parents I know that are actually responsible for their children and do the right thing. I don't know about the rest, but lately I've been surrounded by friends whom I know have parents with the mentality of a donkey's ass. I'm including myself in here, not only my parents, but every adult in my family doesn't truly understand me.
The only people I live to please now are God and my friends, no one else. My friends from RS whom I treasure dearly are probably the best and most deep thinking people I have come across. Not all, but the majority. I notice this is due to the fact we have become self-aware. Self-awareness is really important, it let's you realise easily what can offend people and what can't, and also what other people can do to offend you, in this case, yup you guessed it, GOOD FOR NOTHING PARENTS! We at RS stand together, and as friends we will not let anything seperate us.
That itself is something adults don't seem to get. How can your friends be so close they ask.....you can't possibly trust them completely. Well here's my answer to those people who think the same way: I TRUST MY FRIENDS WITH MY LIFE, I WILL DO ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING TO HELP THEM IN MY POWER, I WILL CRY AT THEIR GRAVES AND SPIT ON YOURS. END OF STORY.
I've been seeing parents that don't trust their kids, parents that don't respect their kids, parents that don't give ass about their kids and parents who don't care about their kids even since the day they were born. I would know....I was born not a child to be loved, but a child to be coveted and to be shown off. How do I know? SELF-AWARENESS. My parents have never and will never love me the way real parents would, because they decided to "create" me for the trend of "creating" kids. How do I know? SELF-AWARENESS.
My dad actually thinks he knows me completely, but he's just a moron without his ball bearings with crystal meth in his eyes when he married my mom. My mom's just a heartless dirtbag, let's leave it at that. I won't go on about them, seeing as thinking about them brings out the demon in me. This is the 2nd personality I have within me, always occuring when I return home, the silent me that wants to do nothing more than to break, to destroy and to kill. I keep quiet for I know the mouth can be deadly with the "right" words. So I stay silent at home, going on the computer everyday just to take my mind off things. It is my place of refuge, my place of peace, my only friend when I'm at home.
I used to have people I thought I could love and trust at home, but even they have succumbed to age, and are now growing day by day into the beasts they have sworn not to become. So now who do I turn to? God is always there, but friends are the ones who give me their opinions on my life. They are the ones who raise me now. And I am proud to have them to guide me, the very thought of my parents teaching me "good qualities" is utterly repulsive.
So for those people who think they know me, and have just read through this passage. You can agree or disagree, but I don't care, for this is the horrible truth I see. For my friends who know me, this whole thing probably isn't a new fact for you. But for those who have thought of me as a problemless person with great parents, I hope you learn to get your facts straight in future. I hope I didn't offend any kids in this passage, I just needed to release all this emotion. Thanks for listening, Au revoir...
Seriously what in the name of God's sake is wrong with you people nowadays? The people we rely on? Care about? The people dear to us? BULLSHIT!!! ALL OF IT!!! You betray our very dreams and give us a dying, false sense of hope. You underestimate us under-18-ers and believe you people are always in the right? SHIT TO ALL OF YOU! I mean there's definitely good parents out there, so far I count.....5 pairs of parents I know that are actually responsible for their children and do the right thing. I don't know about the rest, but lately I've been surrounded by friends whom I know have parents with the mentality of a donkey's ass. I'm including myself in here, not only my parents, but every adult in my family doesn't truly understand me.
The only people I live to please now are God and my friends, no one else. My friends from RS whom I treasure dearly are probably the best and most deep thinking people I have come across. Not all, but the majority. I notice this is due to the fact we have become self-aware. Self-awareness is really important, it let's you realise easily what can offend people and what can't, and also what other people can do to offend you, in this case, yup you guessed it, GOOD FOR NOTHING PARENTS! We at RS stand together, and as friends we will not let anything seperate us.
That itself is something adults don't seem to get. How can your friends be so close they ask.....you can't possibly trust them completely. Well here's my answer to those people who think the same way: I TRUST MY FRIENDS WITH MY LIFE, I WILL DO ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING TO HELP THEM IN MY POWER, I WILL CRY AT THEIR GRAVES AND SPIT ON YOURS. END OF STORY.
I've been seeing parents that don't trust their kids, parents that don't respect their kids, parents that don't give ass about their kids and parents who don't care about their kids even since the day they were born. I would know....I was born not a child to be loved, but a child to be coveted and to be shown off. How do I know? SELF-AWARENESS. My parents have never and will never love me the way real parents would, because they decided to "create" me for the trend of "creating" kids. How do I know? SELF-AWARENESS.
My dad actually thinks he knows me completely, but he's just a moron without his ball bearings with crystal meth in his eyes when he married my mom. My mom's just a heartless dirtbag, let's leave it at that. I won't go on about them, seeing as thinking about them brings out the demon in me. This is the 2nd personality I have within me, always occuring when I return home, the silent me that wants to do nothing more than to break, to destroy and to kill. I keep quiet for I know the mouth can be deadly with the "right" words. So I stay silent at home, going on the computer everyday just to take my mind off things. It is my place of refuge, my place of peace, my only friend when I'm at home.
I used to have people I thought I could love and trust at home, but even they have succumbed to age, and are now growing day by day into the beasts they have sworn not to become. So now who do I turn to? God is always there, but friends are the ones who give me their opinions on my life. They are the ones who raise me now. And I am proud to have them to guide me, the very thought of my parents teaching me "good qualities" is utterly repulsive.
So for those people who think they know me, and have just read through this passage. You can agree or disagree, but I don't care, for this is the horrible truth I see. For my friends who know me, this whole thing probably isn't a new fact for you. But for those who have thought of me as a problemless person with great parents, I hope you learn to get your facts straight in future. I hope I didn't offend any kids in this passage, I just needed to release all this emotion. Thanks for listening, Au revoir...
Fish Are Racists Too
This is probably gonna be one of the shortest posts on this blog. Actually I wanted to post some carnival pics, but I've got a ton of them and posting all of them will take too long. So I'm sorting out which to post. But anyway, today I went to Sumo for dinner and throughout the whole dang dinner I was trying my best not to laugh till my sushi swam out my mouth again. The reason? I saw 2 breeds of fish in the aquarium,nothing abnormal, but my class would know why I'm laughing.....
They're cute....but...
JUST LOOK AT THE CONTRAST!
Sorry, moments of racism in life are enjoyable....
They're cute....but...
JUST LOOK AT THE CONTRAST!Sorry, moments of racism in life are enjoyable....
Finally Some Free Time
Yea! Got the chance to blog again! But the most horryifying thing is.....it had to be on Michael J's date of death. So guess I shall state my opinion of him b4 I move on....truth be told, to me he was just a talented sicko, nothing more, nothing less. But today when his death was announced over the radio when I was busy taking a piss, it took me completely by surprise. Especially when they mentioned his time-of-death....6.55 am-Malaysian time. And there I was, taking a piss, at 8am. It struck me hard and fast, the news of his death, had achieved worldwide acclaim in just 1 hour. Then as the day passed, I pondered as to what could make him so significant, that could cause the world to go into full alert in those short 60 minutes. Me and the guys were talking about him in school, and when we thought about it, it wasn't so surprising.
Though he was constantly mocked for his severe plastic surgical change and possible pedophillia, MJ was one of the few people who knew the real, authentic meaning of good music. Who, in this era, could invent dance moves and songs that are known by the millions, passing down their name down to generation by generation? We could think of no one but him. The Moonwalk and Seawalk were truly a beginning to many more dance moves, and his songs like "You Are Not Alone" and "Heal The World" inspired and motivated countless lives. It is no wonder his death took the world by storm. He was not afraid to tell the world what he wanted, he was pure and simply original. He wanted to be white, he went for it; he wanted to create a haven for kids, Neverland was born. Who can truly replicate him? The answer is none.
In terms of his taste in music, he was a legend. Like the ones who were gone before him such as Elvis Presley and Karen Carpenter, he too knew what made music, music. He always quoted he was never in it for the fame or fortune, it just comes naturally if you're honest with your music. So true.....this is a factor many music artists lack these days. Actually a lot of songs these days have lost meaning.....all I ever understand from them are: Girls, Cars, Money and Sex. Love has been "reformed" into an abomination.
Sincere artists like Jason Mraz and Taylor Swift are having their talents "placed under the carpet" so to speak by the 'music' we have these days. I just hope MJ's death can inspire better songs.
So now we can only say he's up there with the best of 'em, singing with the angels. But one has to wonder, just last year he made an album, saying he'd only release it after his death, and he dies just this year. Did he know it was coming? Or was it just a coincidence? Either way, knowingly or not, MJ achieved something not all singers or songwriters can ever achieve---Immortality. His songs will live on for more generations to come, for as a wise man once said:
"Great music is like a sculpture or a painting, it can never die..."
R.I.P Michael Jackson, your contribution to this planet shall never be left to rot.
**P.S: For those who are interested, check out his Youtube videos, from the comments you can see what I mean by, True Inspiration.**
Though he was constantly mocked for his severe plastic surgical change and possible pedophillia, MJ was one of the few people who knew the real, authentic meaning of good music. Who, in this era, could invent dance moves and songs that are known by the millions, passing down their name down to generation by generation? We could think of no one but him. The Moonwalk and Seawalk were truly a beginning to many more dance moves, and his songs like "You Are Not Alone" and "Heal The World" inspired and motivated countless lives. It is no wonder his death took the world by storm. He was not afraid to tell the world what he wanted, he was pure and simply original. He wanted to be white, he went for it; he wanted to create a haven for kids, Neverland was born. Who can truly replicate him? The answer is none.
In terms of his taste in music, he was a legend. Like the ones who were gone before him such as Elvis Presley and Karen Carpenter, he too knew what made music, music. He always quoted he was never in it for the fame or fortune, it just comes naturally if you're honest with your music. So true.....this is a factor many music artists lack these days. Actually a lot of songs these days have lost meaning.....all I ever understand from them are: Girls, Cars, Money and Sex. Love has been "reformed" into an abomination.
Sincere artists like Jason Mraz and Taylor Swift are having their talents "placed under the carpet" so to speak by the 'music' we have these days. I just hope MJ's death can inspire better songs.
So now we can only say he's up there with the best of 'em, singing with the angels. But one has to wonder, just last year he made an album, saying he'd only release it after his death, and he dies just this year. Did he know it was coming? Or was it just a coincidence? Either way, knowingly or not, MJ achieved something not all singers or songwriters can ever achieve---Immortality. His songs will live on for more generations to come, for as a wise man once said:
"Great music is like a sculpture or a painting, it can never die..."
R.I.P Michael Jackson, your contribution to this planet shall never be left to rot.
**P.S: For those who are interested, check out his Youtube videos, from the comments you can see what I mean by, True Inspiration.**
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